Sorting it out…

Last week I said that this week I would share one of the worst moments in my life having to do with the beach but now I’m second guessing that.

I’ve gone back and forth today debating if I should even post anything at all. Should I continue on with the story even if it exposes a really bad experience or do I continue to share only the happy memories I have of the beach.

As I pulled out my journal to read what I wrote about this time period I realized how actually horrific it might sound to someone on the outside and I don’t want to portray the people involved in a bad light because I wouldn’t want someone to do that to me.

Maybe I’ll share it some day but not today, not at this time.

I’m also debating if I should even continue with this blog and my art overall. I’m starting to feel a shift in things. A going back and picking up of some things I had tried in the past and wondering how it fits into what I’m trying to accomplish now. I feel that I’ve boxed myself in with just showing beach related stories, art and photos.

So for now I think I’ll just leave you with a photo of me from the beach. I love this picture because I feel like it captures me perfectly. Always in some deep thought about something, debating, comtemplating, deciding….

…and it’s comforting in a way to see that this is who I’ve always been.